ALHAMDULILLAH

yeah. hari sabtu aku awesome gila dengan ada nya replacement class bel 260. yeda yeda. aku lalui je even tak rela. but ALWAYS je, mula mula taknak pergi. the end of the day, aku jugak yang jadi the best participant. i did my speaking test quite well. alhamdulillah. takde la susah mana pun. thanks to my other groupmates for making it :) what im gonna say here is, after that speaking test, while waiting for other group to do their test, iman, aliya and me, berbual bual about stuffs that really gives me a new knowledge tanpa aku sedar. even just from iman gila osem yang perangai macam paria jual putu piring tu, but he did gave something that will guide me. we both (aliya) gained a lot from him. all his thoughts about life, about certain detail things, yang kita langsung tak perasan and tak realised, he make it as if.. YA, ALLAH.. AKU TAK PERASAN SELAMA NIH. and yea. ALLAH MAHA BESAR. MAHA ADIL. im grateful with what i have right now. taknak dah merungut rungut. menjeles jeles. men compare compare because, apa dia dah bagi is actually dah cukup enuf and sufficient for us. insya'Allah.. im trying and reminding myself. kita je yang tak reti nak bersyukur cakap alhamdulillah but keep on comparing with others. and if kita ingat kita dah cukup hebat, cukup ilmu, cukup lah apa yang kita rasa dah cukup osem abes, u dont know outside there ada lagi yang double double, triple triple lagi hebat dari kita. so yeah. stay low and say alhamdulillah.

one more thing. he reminds me of kelantan. yeap. kelantan tempat aku membesar for a couple of years.waka che' yeh (pakai eja je. bunyi betul). tiba tiba aku rasa kelantan is the best place to stay. even hygiene dia memang low tahap gaban. aku ingat lagi dulu, aku belajar mengaji dengan ustazah ZOO. okay, aku tak tahu kenapa macam tuh nama dia. dah terbiasa panggil kot. dengan tudung labuh dia, rotan kat tangan, aku mengaji dengan dia dengan kak long. sampai malam. aku religious gila kot masa kat kelantan. aku hafal a few surah when i was around 3,4.. papa even cakap dalam kereta, bila dah lama, aku recite surah surah panjang yang aku dah hafal tu. surah amma if i were not mistaken. OMG. is that me?? aku tadika KEMAS dah bertudung and alhamdulillah standard one skola convent aku masih bertudung till now. oh ya, aku minat sorang budak nih. FURQAN nama dia. haha. apeje aku nih. dush dush. i missed kelantan so much. i really do. nasi dagang dia, fuhhh.. but aku tak makan budu. TAK pernah. loads of memories i can say and alhamdulillah, aku diajar dengan ilmu agama since kecil and aku still apply till now. the best part is, aku bole ghoyak klate fluent gila babs. my aunt cakap, kat kampung, bila gaduh (me and sis) loghat klate mengalir je keluar. takda siapa yang faham kecuali kitorg. fwahhh. OSEMNYE! but now, aku dah lupe semua tu. i wish, aku boleh go back to the time where the glory of kelantanese flow dalam blood aku. and thats a long time ago.

pa, jom balik klate one day :)

im grateful with what i've already have right now. i'm happy with what i am because i know, there's only one farah alwani in this world.