11.8.14

In the name of Allah the most gracious and ever merciful

getting harsh words from your boyfriend is something that you shouldnt be too long to be mad with, i guess.
jangan fokus pada boyfriend
but fokus on the reality where people can easily say something that will hurt you even from ur loved ones. unexpected people
well cmon. parents pun pernah cakap kasar2 dekat you.
inikan lagi boyfriend, girlfriends, bff etc
BE REAL!
THEY DID AND SO DO YOU.

so, for me, relationship that fills with sweetness overload and FREE from bergaduh, or kena marah or kena bebel or kena panggil things yang macam "omg sedihnya dia cakap aku macam tu" are.. sad cause if u planned to be with him/her till the end, ure gonna get that for sure and vice versa for sure. and lets faced it.
tak semua orang forever mulut manis
lol. look at us again. cukup manis ke?
kita pun ada tantrum sendiri and well.. that not very pleasant side of ours.

what im trying to say here is, if you really wanna make it happen and stay, its gonna hurt for sure.
nothing is easy in this world.
and nothings gonna be fancy and pleasant forever.
but if you think again, nak terasa lama lama ke with these people?
idk, i love them and no matter how bad and how teary i am hearing those words from them, it wont cause any distance or that too long heartache.
cause they've been there for me and sometimes we let them win it as long as we dont lose them

lets not expect too much that people are gong to treat us nicely.
and expect that, kita sama je.
harini dia buat kita sedih. esok2 kita pulak akan buat org lain or even diri dia sendiri.
sama.

so dear self, hold on to this.
"kita bukan siapa siapa untuk manusia kisah kadang kadang dan kita bukan siapa siapa untuk fikir benda akan sama"