well hello again

bismillah

Yang pertama setelah sekian lama.
Lama like serious lama.
Hi self. Hi deeper self. Lama tak jumpa.
Jenuh ok track balik password sebab lupa yahamat
Sayang nak buat baru. Sebab lama dah kan ada ni..

Scrolling back my posts for the past few years, haha sumpah la nak gelak.
But hey, thats me kot! Tulis dgn sepenuh hati kay
Tpi topic, Ya Rabb.. pasal kesedihan manjang
hahah.
Strong nye kau kan Farah dengan post post dulu LOL

Okay dah berhenti menggelakkan diri sendiri.
Itu lepas. Boleh masuk muzium, kalau nak jeling sikit pun boleh tapi jangan gelak
Cause seriously, haha ok dah dah cukup.

24. Going to be 24 this year InsyaAllah kalau umur panjang.
Life has been so great yet cruel at the same time.
Cruel as in to make me understand and appreciate life better kot.
After all im just a human full of lusts and ups and down. Tak konsisten, tak selalunya mendatar.
Alhamdulillah, perjalanan aku cantik itupun lepas look back.
During tu, haha Tuhan saja tau apa rungutan dalam hati.
A year and 2 months working experience in Logistics/Transportation.
Syukur tak lari bidang but unfortunately, not working right now.

Honestly, i have no clue of whats coming cause I have a thought of pursuing MBA and at the same time going back in the industry. Diverted or not thats another story.
I'm clueless yes indeed I am right now.
Enjoying life as how it is pun ada but at the same time wondering and worrying. That kind of feeling.
And.. yeah Shah Alam is where I am.

Its a struggle to fully put faith.
Jujur i questioned a lot, cry a lot, not treating myself good sometimes (not in a harmful way) sebab.. yelah. feels odd tak berduit yang masuk every month, have a working life, make urself busy with work

things like that.

sabar lah. and doa i guess.