KITE MOVE ON OK FARAH :)

it had been a very tough day lately.. very emotional till sometimes i just couldnt bare it.. feel like vanishing myself far from here, far from everyone.. tons of appreciation to nurul fateha mustaza. damn, she's been there with me all the time. SHE'S MY DOCTOR, MY PHSYCOLOGIST (did i S.I.R ?) she's a great listener , she gave me solutions, great thoughts, guide me when im drown with tears, patient with me when i ws taking my time sobbing on the fon, calls till her credit hbes,  ym till morning talking abt craps just to make me feel at ease.. no, bkn craps, OSEM STUFF hihihi. i even disturb dy dkt tempat krje, well ACCIDENTALLY. lol. but hey, itulah kehidupan :)

"PEOPLE COME AND PEOPLE GO."

i hold on tight to that cause it always, always, always happen to me. thts what make me stand up again, forget the tears (serius byk mnngs la saya -..-) , continue living cause life is osem actually. dont ruined it ! losing him one day is what ive expected. honestly, im still sad and greiving about it everynight. but hey, nothing is permenant kan. even people yg meninggal dunia pun boleh dok chill, chill, ko yg macam nih pon da macam ITS THE END OF THE WORRLLDDD.. wth! its a matter of time.. i need time to cure.. wether im ready or not, back to back, i haf to let him go and be friends.. maybe its time for a new stranger pulak to walk into my life and yedayeda.. well, what i meant is making new friends, at new environment, new way of thinking, NEW ME .. perhaps ..  it is not that bad kan wani :)  u love meeting new people, i know u dooooo xD just look forward, be postive, build a new mindset  that u just gotta be patient.. dah ditetapkan by Ilahi.. i belief that he is somewhre outside there, waitin fo me, just me and only for me but dont know who.SAD. maybe by breaking up, he'll haf a better life, and so do i.. and we'll just get over it. dear, thanks fo this 17 months. i AM really happy with you, i do.  things will get normal jugak satu hari nanti. and i hope if we get to meet again, we can still smile and wave to each other, saying hi and all the memories that we've been together, will just be kept silent deep inside..

forget me not kayh

ure my greatest history :)

now, no more..