ONE EVENING..

end of first semester. alhamdulillah, my final went just fine. semua okay and aku harap marks pun insyaAllah okay. so here am i, dekat rumah. i just woke up sebenarnye from evening nap. feel like blogging suddenly :) and as usual, my day will start with adam and abu and end up dengan diaorang jugak. ive no plans for this break. i'll just do whatever i want. when i feel like sleeping, i'll sleep. i'll online one whole day and no one will disturb me cause my sis is not at home. just me. facebooking, twittering, youtubing. skype.. u name it.. when i want movies, i'll just take my adam or mintak permission nak keluar, if i feel like strumming, i'll strummed. if i feel like eating, theres fridge waiting for me, i can follow my dad for his meeting and itulah dia pekerjaan aku untuk break ini. cooking? haha. will do :)

i'm moving on.. doing things that will make me happy.. cause life is short. once it happen.. cry, be sad, sorrow, spend your sleepless night thinking about him, hold on tight to your phone waiting for him even you know there will be no more goodnight text or call, wet your pillow every night before bed, cry till you fall asleep and wake up with that sad feeling again.. you'll be 50/50 whether to call and talk to him cause you're afraid he'll get bored and refused and you end up crying.. it gets worst when you found out he already has someone else to talk with and its not you.. you wish to read his mind.. you'll be confused, depressed, weak.. its okay to be that way because once you had enough.. you'll stop. and continue living because you believe, god knows whats best. be patient dear..


if only you know,boy