BAD DAY

ive been updating about this for several times. i guess, every month i'll be talking about this. heh. cause its happening to me and god, it is so painful.


lying on my bed
with my fist pressing my left bottom tummy hoping the pain will go
roll over.. here and there..
grab my pillow and squeezed it to my tummy

everything just not right.
i wont eat..
i cant move a lot..
i get so moody
i dont wanna talk
feel like vomiting
cause its so painful
groaned in pain
feel so weak
trying to sleep and hoping when i wake up, no more pain
but usually i end up sleeping in pain
i'll be looking so miserable with my messy hair
and end up taking those pills
it might take for a couple of days
and this is when i need someone but.. its different now. 
but its okay. i'm not mad at him. we're different now. i'll just do it alone. 
please get well soon tummy.i cant bare the pain.