S.M.I.L.E

yes, aku admit. lately aku memang gila down.
aku senyum, gelak but deep inside, kau tak tahu.
murung. 
menangis
moody
taknak cakap.
isolatekan diri
anything 
i listen to songs
yes aku nak cari korang
yes, you both.
but hey, aku rasa macam loser.
yes, i should talk to god. but somehow, i need someone too.
i talked to mama. but not all aku cakap. 
i dont know..
banyak benda jadi.
aku mampu tulis je.
everynight, wishing someone might say hey, i missed you.
asking me.. are you okay.. cry if you want to.. im here..
but thats too much i guess. never can happen.

aku tunggu kau hari hari kot.
ntah la kenapa. 
aku dah terbiasa kot mengadu mengadu ni.
tak elok ah.
orang tak suka.
be independent.

right now aku di tahap loser gila.
serious.
sangat loser.
aku rasa useless
alhamdulillah aku ada DIA di saat aku begini.. 
biarlah orang tak tahu..
aku lagi suka diamkan diri dan tulis..

hey, do you remember me

like i remember you.

somebody me-enrique iglesias.

haha. silly me.
hidup kan macam roda.
relax lah okay farah :)